Definitely getting better, but wow, it is amazing how much something like this flu takes out of you.
Yesterday we decided to get out of the house so we drove to Olympia around lunch time. There is a nursery we drive by all the time that is never open by the time we get up there so I wanted to go there. Big mistake. It was so busy and what I didn’t think about was the fact that it is several greenhouses set together… not a place to be when you’re weak on your feet…so hot and humid! Poor Tyler parked himself on a shelf and would not move until we physically led him outside. Too many people and very expensive, but oh so pretty. We went to a few big box stores to look at plants because now we were inspired to get the front porch done but alas…nothing looked good after the nursery.
On the way home, we decided to go find Steamboat Island Nursery. We see the signs all the time. We drove out that way and followed a sign that said 7 miles to the nursery. We drove out to the end of the island and never saw anything resembling a nursery. I nearly made myself sick on the way back trying to look backward for any sign we missed.
Oh well, nice drive….no nursery.
We considered doing something today towards getting some baskets but it never happened. There’s always tomorrow, just too tired.
I have to tell a little story. The other day I was talking with some friends about those little blessings that happen in a day, the kind that are so easy to overlook if you’re not looking for them. One of my friends said she calls them God Winks. She described it as something that happens that shows you that God knows you and gives you a little “gift” that maybe only you and He will understand.
Earlier this week, I had told Rhianna that I long for the day that Mayah reaches out for me. I know she loves me. I know she knows I have some kind of place in her life…but she is a mama’s girl. She will come to me, but usually she will squawk for the first few seconds. You can’t get in her space quickly. I try to honor that most of the time.
I’ve been feeling a bit down these days…I’m not going to go into it but you now those times you feel a little raw and you just need something special?
The kids were not going to come to church today because little miss Mayah has had quite a time getting over the bug. This morning, I was talking to someone and somehow became aware of the fact that they were there and that she was smiling at me…a big smile. It melted my heart. I walked over and talked to her and she was so sweet. We all got in our seats and the music was just staring and I glanced over to see Mayah push away from Rhianna and reach *reach her arms out to me*!!!!!!! I was touched beyond measure! She snuggled up as much as she will for a few minutes and then wanted mama again.
As I said, I have been feeling a little raw and a little bit into worship, I had to sit down because I just have not gotten my strength back yet. I tend to get very introspective during worship and I began to realize that I had just had a major God Wink through my little Mayah! To add to it, the sermon spoke directly to my heart, I told our pastor that he must have read my mail. It’s never too late, God cares about the infinite details of our lives. I don’t want to share the details because I’m savoring it between He and I but I felt so inspired. It has brought great rest to my innermost parts…all day I’ve been bringing Him my hurts and I feel His gentle touch bringing peace.
God Winks. Gotta love it.
Rebecca really blessed me yesterday. She won the doorprize at the shower last week and decided it wasn’t going to work for her so she brought it to me. This picture doesn’t do it justice and I know it’s just a simple thing, but I can tell it is going to bring me much joy this summer.

It’s about 8 inches high and irridescent. I put a candle in it tonight and sat on the porch for about 3 minutes because it’s cold out there.
Rebecca and I had a huge laugh yesterday, though, when she brought it to me. Years ago, I got this crazy idea and hung a whole bunch of glass jars from the porch ceiling with wire. I put votives in them and would sit outside all summer enjoying them.
She asked if I had just put them back out. I said I have never taken them down. Her eyes got huge and said…”You left them out during The Storm?” (if you’ve been around for any length of time, you may remember that last year we had sustained hurricane force winds for much of the 36 hour storm….and we don’t get those kinds of winds. Our community was cut off from the rest of the world for a day or two as we had flooding and downed trees and nothing has ever been the same. Now we have logged off hillsides and still have huge areas of fallen trees.
Getting back to the dangling jars….they are all still there except one or two. Who knows where those are, the next county? I don’t think I ever thought of it before she mentioned them, but we laughed and laughed over it. Those are getting filled with candles again, too….this is going to be a porch summer for sure! (even if I have to wrap in a blanket to sit out there)
I’m knitting a cute little project. Hopefully I’ll finish one tonight and will get a picture tomorrow.
ps ~ I’ve had several people tell me they signed up for Swagbucks through my link and they did not show up on my friend list. If you sign up, please use the link on the sidebar. I’ve gotten my first $5 Amazon gift card and am over halfway to my second one because as those signed up under me win a buck here and there, so do I! Rhianna has 5 gift cards. Shanda is saving for an iPod touch…she needs 3000 and while it may take awhile, it actually is possible! She has well over a hundred swagbucks in the few weeks she’s been searching through them. (of course, she won big on one of their promos!)

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