sherriknits

I went to the doctor yesterday for a routine check up and to be honest, I am feeling a little bit alarmed. I know there are things I can do, but it’s just a little unnerving. My blood pressure is too high. I am overwhelmed. I know things will fall into place, but somehow I need to get a grip on things. The adjustments we are going through have been a little harder to walk out than I thought they would be and I need to start making some choices to change some things. We talked about exercise…yes, I know it would make me feel better. Trouble is, when? She suggested 5 a.m. Right now it makes me want to scream and cry. I am NOT a morning person. (no lectures, I know that can change). I told her that my need for quiet is making me stay up too late just so I can have some alone time. She said yes, I definitely need some “me” time. It’s funny because I will sometimes start arguing that, it seems I get more away time than most, but I don’t think it’s the kind I need. Lots to think and pray about. I know God has the answer. He isn’t going to leave me hanging here.

Well, what have I been up to?

let’s turn him around….

I put a picture on facebook and within minutes I had a whole string of comments and hints. I don’t have any more angora. I might have enough to make one for both of my little grandbabies, though. Mayah liked it a lot but it’s still in my possession.

Sunday afternoon, I got a text message from Rhianna. She wondered what I was doing. I said nothing much, she told me she had 2 crying children and Kyle was at a meeting. I was up off the couch and on my way out the door. Kenny laughed at how fast that move me. I was thrilled that she needed help and asked me. I love spending time with my kids and was more than happy to play with crying children. Funny how that doesn’t stress me. Kenny was going to load Tyler up and come a little later but they ended up deciding to stay home. I had a most enjoyable time.

This is what I saw when I ran out the door.

I know I’ve shown the same view many times but I never get sick of it. My camera died right after I snapped the picture.

I did happen to have a little picture of my new little sweet pea, though. He’s such a doll.

Life is good, I do know it is. I am sure things will fall into place. I’m grateful for such a great family and understanding from them while I try to get a grip on myself. I am going to investigate getting some little times away from the rat race. I’m not too worried about it, just feel like I’m having a wake-up call.

Tags: my life